Today,

Horoscope: I want to return once more to this week's running theme. The notion of being naked in public. For many people this is the stuff of nightmares. Yet why should that be so? What is the global obsession with covering up? Does it perhaps reflect the way in which we all try to disguise our simplicity and vulnerability from one another? If it takes courage to let yourself be seen in the nude, it takes even more self-possession to wear your heart on your sleeve. Stay dressed, today, by all means - but feel no shame about exposing your true feelings.

so far, is a very good/fun day.

I dont think that anything,

in the entirety of my life, has ever been more important then the way I look.

You can call it vanity.
You can call it self conciousness.
I call it normality.

So the next time someone tells me to hurry up while I'm getting ready, I'm going to tell them to shove it.

Photoshoot tomorrow.

Should be fun.
Although, I fear I'm not as photogenic as people believe.
I guess I'll just have to act like I am.

YAY!

Got my phone back :)
No more old depressing phone :)
Yay this is a good week!

I feel fineee...

Horoscope: In yesterday's rather colourful prediction, I described you as symbolically naked. I didn't get you dressed again in the final sentence. Sorry about that. I hope it didn't get too chilly for you. But then, the idea of being without clothes in a covered-up world, equates well to your current predicament where you find yourself exposed and sensitive, while all around you are hiding behind veils and barriers. You have nothing to be ashamed of now, or even to apologise for. The only fig leaf you need, is your own honesty and sincerity

Jonathon Cainer, I already knew this.

I'm going to go Feng Shui my bedroom now.
Man, I feel goooood.

SUPER keen.

http://www.bikramyogagw.com.au/

It would be amazing.

Two Ladies.

Horoscope: To all intents and purposes, you are naked. Exposed. Vulnerable to the elements and open to the intense scrutiny of all passers-by. I'm talking figuratively here - but imagine, just for a moment, that this was the literal truth. There you are. Starkers. In the buff. In the street. Now, here's a question. Are you in a weak position or a strong one? If you could only overcome your fear, shame or embarrassment, you can say or do whatever you like. Who can refuse a naked person anything? Your sensitivity is an asset now.


Liza Minnelli playing Rod Laver Arena in October.
http://boxoffice.smh.com.au/smh/tourevent/142/1669/3243/liza_minnelli_tickets_melbourne

ANDDD...Chicago: The Musical
http://premier.ticketek.com.au/shows/show.aspx?sh=CHICAGOM09

Heavenly...

Epiphany.

Horoscope: Welcome to a special time. A very special, very significant, very magical time. Please don't assume, from this, that everything will work out as you want. It may do. Or it may not. That doesn't matter. Truly it doesn't. What matters is that you are learning something now about how you really feel - and who you truly are. In the long run (and, actually, in the short run too) this enlightening discovery that you are about to make will be worth far more than any exciting but temporary worldly success.

This week will be amazing.

Beauty

= Difficulties.

Say what you mean, mean what you say.

Ive had a hole in my heart
For so long
Ive learned to fake it and
Just smile along
Down on the street
Those men are all the same
I need a love

I bleed.

Horoscope: Your Week Ahead: Imagine being clad in cotton wool - or clanking around in some heavy suit of armour. It would be awkward and uncomfortable, but it would afford a great deal of protection. Many people daily don the psychological equivalent of such an outfit. They wrap their hearts and, sometimes too, their heads with many layers of attitude and opinions; all designed to keep life's raw, emotional edge of uncertainty at bay. To be a Piscean is to be much more naked and exposed. That's why your hurts hurt so badly. It is also, though, as you will soon be reminded, why your joys are so intense.

Theres a great difference between boy and man.

Um...

Fucking gorgeous.

Something, something...teacup?

Horoscope: It's easy for me to warn you of a storm in a teacup. I'm not in the teacup. If I were, I might see that storm from a different point of view. But then, isn't that what you need an astrologer for? My job is to tell you whether it's raining anywhere else and to shed some light on the true nature of your situation. Rather than climbing into that teacup with you, I'd like to suggest that the sides are not so steep that you can't find a way out of them. As soon as you get over the edge and pass the puddle in the saucer, you will enter dry and even territory.

Holy fuck.

$400 phone bill.
First month of being on plan.
Last month of being on plan.

SIGH.

Thats it!

Horoscope:'One drop of rain on your window pane, doesn't mean to say there's a thunderstorm coming...' So goes the old song. It's true, too. You can't assume that you are due for a deluge on the basis of a small spatter. Still, though, it's worth keeping an eye on the sky. Experience has taught you to be wary of some signs and signals. No sooner do you see them, than you set up safety mechanisms. Why, the very mention of a particular idea is enough to make you apprehensive. Watch out now, for a reaction that is too powerful - and too early.

I'm throwing it out.
No more MAC splashproof lash, it's going in the bin.
My eyes are too damn sore from trying to wash it off.
Torn between Estee Lauder Magnascopic volume whatever its called or Prolash...

Yes, my life is difficult.

STEAL

Anna Oppermann - Ensembles only $60 over the net :)

Anna Oppermann

Wooo...aaaaahhh

Black Coffee.

Horoscope: It is often a lot easier to say 'no', than to say 'yes'. We may not like expressing negativity to one another, but when faced with so many propositions and invitations, from a world full of people who are seemingly trying to sell us, we soon learn to put up barriers. We say, 'I don't like this.' Or, 'I'm not interested in that.' But what if those barriers are keeping us away from something that might actually benefit us? Life now, is inviting you to review an option that you have rejected in the past. It could bring a big improvement to your future.

I wouldn't mind an improvement to my future.

Argh I love this week.
Everything is going perfectly.
I may be employed as of tomorrow...fingers crossed.

The entire Pixie's discography is now MINE.

That black haired girl.

Is pretttyyy psyched.

I dont have ANY erasers in my entire house.

I want to draw everyone but I've only had the patience to draw Emily today.
I'm going to watch season one of Get Smart now and probably fall asleep.

Sick.

Horoscope: Whenever we go to the supermarket, we are bombarded with choice. There are numerous brands we can buy, all brightly packaged and similarly priced. Out in the wider world, we face an even more overwhelming array of alternatives. We have to find some way to narrow down our needs and preferences, if only to keep ourselves sane. Somewhere along the line, through a sense of self-preservation as much as through a process of wise contemplation, you have ruled out an idea. It really ought to be looked at again.

I've been drawing today...
Maybe that's what Cainer's talking about?

I can still taste the wine.

I'm not anything

But I'm not nothing
I'm something

To some people I'm a lot
To others shit all

Everyone are everything to me.
The good and the bad

They make my world go round.

I don't want to be

One of the boys.

Super cynical Sunday.

"Forget about ya then."

Time to start

...my collection.

Plans, plans, plans.

Your Week Ahead: Olives are an acquired taste. Few people take pleasure in their first bite. Those who make the effort though, come to relish them. The sharper and more strongly flavoured the better. Just ask any olive eater if they remember their first experiment... and if, given the chance, they would now turn back the clock and leave that olive in the jar? As with olives, so with many experiences which initially seem off-putting. You should soon start to feel far better about something that now seems strange. Try just a little harder, this week, to like whatever it is that you are not so sure you fancy.

I want to buy an organiser so I can plan my life week by week, day by day, hour by hour; there's so much more stability and things to look forward to.

Escape from reality

Film's are great because they can take you away from all the shit.
You know you've seen a good movie when you walk out of the cinema and feel like your still watching it.

Dear Santa: Can I have a new camera for the weekend? I didn't know who else to ask...

I'm not a saint and I'm not a sinner.

Horoscope: If, 'one good deed deserves another', what does a dastardly deed deserve? We live in a world that is somewhat obsessed by crime and punishment. We appoint authorities to pass judgement on individuals and to issue sentences that must be served. If they are seen to be too lenient, we criticise them. Yet in our dealings with one another, we would always hope to give and receive some sympathy and understanding. This weekend, you have the option to be harsh or to be forgiving. Do as you would be done to.

Would you ever be my fucking boyfriend?
I really need to stop myself.

Blank Generation.

Sometimes, I find it fun to give into the superficiality of life. To go shopping in order to keep myself happy and busy or buy the latest issue of a bullshit magazine.
It can be fun to do something so your not doing "nothing".

Consumerism, that drives gen Y, has made individuality and honesty dead.
No one wants to be your friend unless you have something they want.Your style, your clothes, your personality, your friends; they want it all.

Why do I give a shit?
I don't.

I'm just so confused as to why everyone wants to be a "someone" and why nobody can hold a conversation when they know you can see right through them.

I'd rather be a no one and happy then indulge in the shit they call fun. Alcoholism is nothing to be proud of. The number of pills you can take in one evening is nothing to be proud of. The amount of money you spent on your outfit is completely irrelevant to the reason why your standing right in front of me.
Nothing impresses me anymore because I've seen it all. I have no ambition because there's nothing to want. Cynicism driven by the lack of drive; but a problem isn't a problem until you let it consume you and you are are stupid if you let it.

Not caring. Maybe that's my problem?

Shit YEAH.

These are MASSIVE.
I cant wait to wear them this Saturday.

Everything is illuminated.

Horoscope: You put up with a lot. You take on more than you need to, you help out more than you are obliged or even expected to. You give but you don't always get much back. And nor do you mind. Such is the extent of your natural generosity that you hardly stop to think about whether there should be a return or reward for carrying so many burdens on your back, even when really they represent weights that others should be shouldering. Don't ask, though, why life is suddenly starting to be kinder to you. It's only what you deserve.

I could do with a little kindness...

Yay, credit card debt.

This never happened.

As she sat there holding her cup of tea, contemplating the absurdity that had become her life, there he was; her Dream. He entered her life as effortlessly as he had entered the Swanston street Starbucks; one, scuffed, black leather boot after the other. Effortless. Effortlessly, cool...then everyone died.

We gotta get out of this place, if it's the last thing we ever do.

I've got plans.
Big, BIG plans baby.

Ladies and Gentlemen: The Fabulous Stains!

Horoscope: Nobody should ever drink and drive. Nor indeed, should they try to eat and swim, diet and bake, hop and juggle... or fall in love and try to think rationally. Incompatible urges are now welling up within you simultaneously. It's fine to follow one first and then the other, a sensible period later. Don't, though, try both at once. Make a distinction, and be ready if necessary to make a compromise too. No matter what seems, this week, to be beyond resolution, there's a way to sort things out sensibly and pleasingly

"We don't PUT OUT!"

A person can work up a mean, mean thirst after a hard day of nothing much at all.

Downloading the Replacements discography, yeahhh.

I'd give my whole life to see it,

Just you standing there, only in your underwear.

The concept of "wah".

Horoscope: Your Week Ahead: Be kind. Be wise. Be big. And, of course, be happy. All these tasks are more easily advised than accomplished. When things are seemingly going our way, we can soon dispense generosity or give good advice or see the broader picture or smile. It's not so simple, though, when someone or something is driving us crazy. But, then, what's the alternative? To be mean, stupid, small-minded and miserable? Nothing in this world can ever justify anyone ending up in a state like that. Rise above whatever is getting to you this week. It's the best way, the right way and ultimately... the only way.

"Wah" is what you say when your feeling shit and whiney.
It's a word I'm convinced you can never say with a straight face.
So when you feel shit you say it, and you smile, then realise you've cheered yourself up.
And thats "Wah".
:)

Last night, she said...

The insides of my bag are rather dirty...powdery and winey

Yep, I'm pretty excited about tonight.

Horoscpope: You know when you pull out the cooker in your kitchen and you start to clean behind it? Suddenly, you discover that behind the appearance of perfect hygiene, there's a lurking pool of secret, hidden grime. You end up wishing you had never started. Yet you cannot just push the thing back and pretend you never saw the mess. This weekend, you either deal with a difficulty, regardless of how much time and energy it takes or if you prefer, you put it off a little while longer. There's no shame in waiting for the right moment.

Ah yeah, I expected that.

Colour me in

I am grey, still on the page
Oh colour me in
Just an outline, sketchy but fine
Oh colour me in

If green is chasing the hills over miles
If blue is pursuing the sky
If the red of your heart doesn't mind
Where to begin to colour me in

Something new and nothing to do
I'm just the idea
I must be real cause somehow I feel
That I'm just the idea

Let's share the blue of the towering sky
The green of the hills that run by
Leave the red of your heart to decide
If you cannot choose which colour to use

I'll always wait, it's never too late
To colour me in
To colour me in

Today or next year
I'll always be near
if you want to colour me in

You make me feel a little better.

Jasper La Jewel

Happy 20th Birthday superstar :)

Horoscope: Where do you belong? And to whom? What are you a part of? Within which particular machine are you a small, yet crucial cog? Are you happy with your involvements and allegiances? Do you still secretly dream of leading a very different life? The Moon is urging you now to give these questions serious consideration. That's not so you can torture yourself with doubts and misgivings. It's simply so you can acknowledge a genuine need and start taking practical steps towards finally making your dream a reality.

Today is your day but I have to admit mine sounds pretty good...

Today sounds fabulous.

You have every reason to be proud of who you are, where you come from, what you're doing... and where you're going. This applies, even if you're not always entirely sure that you can satisfactorily explain all the above. Occasional uncertainty is nothing to be ashamed of. You also have every reason to expect assistance and support from those around you. You certainly supply plenty of this to others. Why then, be nervous today about asking for what you need, or expressing what you feel? Stand up and boldly request what you're entitled to.

Jaspers birthday tomorrow!

I fell for you like a little child.

Oh the little things a boy can do to make a girl giggle.
It's quite pathetic really...tehehehehe.
Nothing at alllll to do until 1.35am, oh what am I saying?
Theres a world of things for me to do!

Wah.

Horoscope: 'The harder they come, the harder they fall.' This is one good reason for remaining soft. Another is that you will attain a degree of protective pliability by allowing yourself to be malleable. People who are stiff, rigid and unyielding run the risk of becoming brittle. Remember that, and remember too that, for you, the key to success involves leaving every possible door open. You can afford to be generous, gentle, giving and forgiving. Indeed, if you value your sense of humour and sanity... you cannot afford NOT to be

Yes, Emily loves it when I say "Wah"; don't you Emily?

KIS it better

I would love to work in a fabric shop!

The Sugarland Express

Is on ABC tomorrow night :)
well Tuesday morning at 1.35am to be exact.

Goodnight and a bad morning.

Or is it the other way around?
I wont sit around feeling shit,
I just don't understand how you can be such a cunt?

What a beautiful state we're in.

Cherish.

Another pretty little bullet to add to my collection.

Yayy!

Moulin Rouge and nachos tomorrow.

The worlds best modern band?

They win hands down.

I'm sorry.

Alphabet Pony.

MANNN I LOVE MY FRIENDS SO MUCH.
Thank you.

Did you know...

That the only real physical quality Minnie Mouse doesn't share with Mickey Mouse, apart from her bow and clothes, are her eyelashes?
They can make or break a woman baby.

Prowlers

I dont like being watched.

I wish that I was looking into your eyes.

I miss you.

Retail therapy.

I hope its more fun tomorrow.